The first time you took Clomid
The dreaded HSG
- New Kid With the Block (from Southern Comfortable)
- The HSG (from Relaxing Doesn't Make Babies)
- Is This a Sign? (from A Cop, A Nurse, 3 Dogs, and Maybe Baby)
Laparoscopy
Fears about starting fertility treatments
Excitement about starting fertility treatments
- Optimism (from The Waiting Womb)
A mix of emotions about starting fertility treatments
- Expectations, Hopes, Fears (from Southern Infertility)
- Expensive Ambivalence (from For the Flavor)
- Fashionably Late (from For the Flavor)
Deciding to proceed with IUI
Deciding to proceed with IVF
- I Should Add IVF to My Spellcheck (from Entrusted)
- Under Pressure (from Sticky Bun)
- Looking Forward Is Easier Than Looking Back (from Mission: Impossible)
Choosing a new RE
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Injection classes
- Insert Straight Into Skin Until Needle Disappears (from TTC with DH through IVF with AMA and a MF for a BFP)
- The Orientation Class (from Subfertile Sadness)
The first injection
- What Is Fear? (from Looking for 2 Lines)
Emotions after a first failed cycle after starting treatments
- The Classroom of Infertility, School of Life (from Infertile Fantasies)
- I Think It's Over (from Relaxing Doesn't Make Babies)
- Pour Me a Glass of Wine (from My Journey Towards My Little Miracle)
Emotions after a first failed IVF cycle
GBLT experiences with clinics
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Good interactions with the RE or clinic
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Terrible interactions with the RE or clinic
- The Bad Patient (from Princess Smartypants)
- Presto! You're (not) Pregnant! (from Princess Smartypants)
- Why My Clinic Irritates Me (from Southern Infertility)
- CD4 Debaucle (from The Island)
Coming to terms with treatment not working
When enough is enough
- A Decision (from Miss E's Musings)
Deciding to move on from treatment
Hope management during a cycle
Going into another cycle after a failed cycle
- FET Musings (from Serenity Now!)
- Being Positive is Tough (from Serenity Now!)
- Groundhog Day (from Somewhat Lower)
- Another Failed Cycle (from Sean and Mary's Family)
- The Review (from Our Own Creation)
OHSS
- The IF Chronicles: OHSS #1 (from Southern Infertility)
- No Transfer for Me (from Southern Infertility)
- Emerging to the World of the Living (from Southern Infertility)
Becoming a treatment veteran
- Why (from When's It Gonna Be My Turn?)
Waiting to start treatments
- Halfway There (from Our Own Creation)
Glucophage/Metformin
Treatment stories
- It Could Have Been a Movie Scene [IUI] (from Entrusted)
- My "Ras" Hurts [IUI] (from Reproductive Jeans)
- You Asked, So I Will Answer [Multiple Treatments] (from Are We There Yet?)
- Miracles (from Relaxing Doesn't Make Babies)
Progesterone
Emotions of cancelled cycles
- Insult to Injury (from TTC with DH Through IVF...)
- The Reality (from TTC with DH Through IVF...)
- The Junkie. The Pain (from TTC with DH Through IVF...)
Injection Fun!
1 comment:
FIrst and Only IVF Attempt and Loss
I'm sitting here, unable to sleep for nearly 48 hours now- I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow at 10, but it will only confirm what I already know- I lost all three embryos and there won't be another chance for a number of reasons...we had 15 eggs retrieved, 10 fertilized, 5 survived to day 3, they implanted 3 of the 5 and were going to freeze the other two once they hit the blastocyte stage (today) but they also "died."
Last night I began bleeding and it has gone on and off all day, not steadily bleeding, but expelling in clots...at first, the doctor said not to worry, but as the day went on, he phoned me and said he feels just as badly as me (I believe he feels bad, but he can't possibly begin to feel what I am- I can't believe it- they were just embryos, right?) My doctor also said that he will confirm tomorrow that the bleeding is from the uterus and not from my injection site- he said it was really early to be bleeding so quickly, but I already know why I'm bleeding...I am surprised at the pain that I've been feeling- in my heart, not my body...I thought I'd be OK either way- we said that it would be "God's will," whether the baby(ies) implanted or not, but my heart is breaking and I don't know how to get past it...thanks for listening...Renee
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